I'm so fucked up.

Band practise on thurs didn't go well.

Sir wants to resign.

All my fucking fault.

We played very lousily for laputa.

I cried damn lot.

I really can't take it anymore.

The juniors can't play the pieces.

Perc get scolding all the time.

We deserve to get it anyway.

But there is no sectional for us to improve things on man.

My lessons always end at 3.

If we teach the juniors during full band we get scolding again.

I'm JUST FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THIS SCOLDINGS CAN?

I know i suck and i didn't do my job well teaching the juniors.

I'm just fucking stressed out.

It's very hard for me to balance my school work and band.

I'm really tired.

Tired of all this craps and nonsense.

I really can't take it anymore.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

Call me a loser or whatever.

I SUCK.

Cried fucking lot, and i fucking hate it. ):